Still needs a title.

So, another "relationship" updating post I guess?

It's been over a month already. I don't cry as much anymore, or think of him the same way I used to. Just to think about him with another girl would kill me, now I know this is going to happen eventually, but somehow those years together will always be in his mind. Hopefully in a good way.

I think that I tried to do what everyone thinks is the best to do after a break up. I changed my hair back to blonde, I am trying to go back to Tight Lacing (I will be posting my progress once I start again, hopefully by Sunday.), going out a lot more than I used to, started to drink more too... But to be honest, no matter what you do, the number of guys you add to your phone and talk to, friends you go out with, ranging as much as you want, you will only find peace once you let it go.

I was talking to someone and I think I was trying too hard to see him as my ex-boyfriend, and of course they are different persons with different personality, so I guess I ended up hurting myself and I don't know if I did anything to him. I think he just wanted to get into my panties anyways lol

So I guess there are two more lessons I learned since everything happened.
1. Once you break up, don try to see your ex in someone else, IS NOT GONNA HAPPEN.
2. YOU WILL ATTRACT A SHIT TON OF ASSHOLES!

So keep that in mind!

I understand that most all of us girls, wants to love and be loved no matter what. Someone to share our days with, to text when we wake up, to talk to until late hours on the phone, to tease and please us. Meeting nice and responsible guys nowadays sounds so hard. So be careful with random weird jerks out there.

It is better to be broken than to break ♥

xoxo

Stefy